Hello Uncles, Aunties, Cousins,Nieces, Nephews, Mom and Dad!!
Been thinking about you all lately, and just so glad Raj and I made the visit when we did.
Feel free to please comment on this blog...it is free and it would be great to know that someone is reading it!!!
Just kidding...but really, it would be nice to know!
All jokes aside, I love the internet and all it can bring together. I feel like connections have been made on our trip there, and I don't want them to be disconnected...so please email me and Raj, comment on this blog, let us know what is going on with you all!!!
I had a nice conversation with Mom tonight. She told me all about her travels with her family and the shared memories of Ba and Bella. And about dad and just being a bit alone, and Vidya Foy passing away.
Raj and I are looking forward to Mom and Dad's visit!
Mom was very talkative...(when is she not..right?) But she had some wise words to end the conversation:
"Even if today was a hard day and difficult, tomorrow is a new day...make the best and do your best to do better...never give up....count your blessings and ask god for forgiveness, knowing you will do your best to do right."
I've been make several mistakes at work the past couple of weeks; just not thinking things through. I think I'm not very analytical, but more than that I just need to take more time to process...even when I think we are out of time or I have to make a quick decision...I need to just breathe and think things through. I guess this really goes for everything.
Anyway, tomorrow is a new day, and I'm ready to face the consequences and move on.
It's pretty scary what is going on with the job situation for most folks here. I was representing the city at a job fair at Cuesta College, and I was in shock by how many people were telling us how they just go laid off, or how far in their studies they are...Masters and such...but no luck finding that full time gig. So here they are at my table inquiring about the $8.15 per hour job that is temporary as a means of support.
Times are tough. It made me realize how lucky I and others are with what we have. I have been humbled and blessed. Now I just need to stick up for myself and be aware of my decisions and the think through before acting.
But who knows what will happen? Changes seem to happen every week. Just need to roll with it as best as possible.
Tonight, the girls and I worked out 30 hard minutes to Shred tape with Jillian Michaels. It was a great workout! Time to sleep....can you believe I'm actually sleeping by 10pm for a change!!!
-Also lost 3 pounds and Trev's blood pressure is lower.....we are determined to get healthy!!!!